Wednesday, May 25, 2011

A FINAL PORTRAIT



Here we are, yet again in proximity
all braced up for a grand enterprise
A word picture awaits a final portrait of yours,
to capture the one who I insanely prized.

An only plea, just be yourself
this image has to mirror the real you.
No put-on, no facade, no assumed countenance
'a mere smile', begs this amateur artist and nothing new.

A fantastic and collegial setting
despite the past clash.
Don't we still strike the right chord
holding an appropriate measure of dash.

You look nice with that frown
with your raised eyebrow.
Should I repeat this portrait goes to me
and no other woman gets to say a 'wow'.

I mean, why let a look go futile
when everything you do has an angle.
After all we all adore your artful maneuvers
and know it when your eyes spangle.

It seems so facile to paint you now
when time left you no whit of shame.
It's just you, a stark lie
my hands yet sense the old flame.

My painting brush looks grief-stricken
unable to hide your ersatz virility.
Wish my loving words redeem the lost honor
and remind you of my affection infinity.

And so it ends, with you beaming so large
with three long years culminating into an unbecoming image.
Your love never soared high like Invictus,
it just got lost in the maze. 

Now whenever I'll behold this portrait
I shall always be reminded 
of lost humanity, divestment of a sham,
dearth of emotions and an affair sordid. 


Tuesday, May 17, 2011

BEWILDERED (2009)

I laugh insane something is wrong with my mien,
I think of something and then I'm beginning to wail.
I step out of my home all jumpy and gussied up,
on the way something clicks and I wipe off my make up.
I sing out and loud right there in the crowd,
before they could say 'encore' I begin to howl and growl.
I head westwards called by a familiar fragrance,
with a mellow voice and an arresting cadence.
Onus pulls me back rending me its minion,
I'm reduced to a bird with a truncated pinion.
Why don't you execute the same miracle?
Why don't you unwind this vexing manacle?
Disentangling myself, I forgot my destination,
all I know is this pain is redolent of my ambition.
So I try to inflict on me this enormous pain,
I'm bleeding and sobbing with diminutive gain.
Why don't you sing now, why don't you now call
give me a direction so I could proceed to crawl.
I bow to you in love and supplication,
wherever you are come to me for I'm your creation.
As God fashioned me from one of your beloved ribs
with you comes my respite, my Nirvana and my bliss.



PRELUDE

Writing this blog has been my dream subdued by myriad imbecile frivolities for long. The title 'Halcyonic Fantasia' is an extension of my first poetry collection namely Fantasia. This blog is a realm abounding with a potpourri of wishful whimsies and cautious deliberations.