Monday, December 30, 2013

IN HER DEFENCE

She finally ripped off the bandages and let the wounds breathe.
Unapologetic of choosing to repair of what they broke, she bought herself time to heal.
They cannot peg her for emotionally stunted just because she doesn’t have abandonment issues anymore.
Her personality change is not a pathology they can pride themselves on having diagnosed.
She picks her own battles today and finds nothing worth gratuitous self-flagellation.
She has evolved as the underdog warrior you wished you wagered on not led astray by your ill-founded assumption.
They find her new-found strength out of character.
Suffice it to say, she does not need anyone to validate her.
If you borrow my lens, her petite stature gets augmented by my perspective.
May be we all have to be a little messed up before we step up and turn assertive?
The art of moving on doesn’t lend itself well to the practice of keeping old friends.
Some folks can only see one in the state of emotional shambles on one’s beam ends.
So she leaves behind a trail of bruised memories, questioning faces and old strife.
She tenaciously got herself to first base with life.
Yet there are no bridges they wouldn’t burn, no earth they wouldn’t scorch to bring her to her alcoholic bottom.
As time goes by, the grief contains itself with her face no longer wine-sodden.
That old sore is a bold scar on her frame she wears as a badge of honor.
Unbeknownst to many, one dreamy night she was reborn upon wings gossamer.